There is so much going through my head right now, its hard to think. I am so distracted by floating thoughts I thought I was ready for, but is anyone ever really ready? As much as you think you have prepared yourself for the expected, its impossible to know how you will react to something whether it be good or bad. In my case its life. Something that just happens, there is nothing anyone can do. Sometimes sooner than later, sometimes unexpected. Thank goodness in my case expected, but its still one of those life changing, mind boggling, emotionally distracting, heartbreaking steps in our life that eventually we all have to face.
Thank goodness I have wonderful people in my life, I could never imagine facing it alone.

I heart you all