Just Thinking Out Loud
I was just sitting here wondering how much control I have over my own life, and how much I need to act on impulses, instead of watching/waiting for them to act on me. I am always the first one to say go for it, but when it comes to a situation in my own life, I let it blow right by. Of course I usually regret letting this happen, but end up shrugging it off, as if something even better will come by. Then something better comes by, and by that time, I have forgotton the lesson I tried to teach myself so many months before.
I should make a pack to myself, but I refuse, its like a News Years Resolution, and those are never followed through. Etleast they aren't when I make them.
Am I the only one too insecure to take these life changing risks, or are there others out there, so scared of the rejection, and the difference it could make on their life as they know it.
I should make a pack to myself, but I refuse, its like a News Years Resolution, and those are never followed through. Etleast they aren't when I make them.
Am I the only one too insecure to take these life changing risks, or are there others out there, so scared of the rejection, and the difference it could make on their life as they know it.
posted by Krystle @ 3:20 p.m.
6 Comments:
At 29/7/05 10:23 a.m. ,
Adelaide said...
Hmmm...not sure whether you're referring to relationships or work, or whatever. But you know...take risks while you're young. THAT is the time to do it. If it doesn't work out...hey...at least you can say you gave it a go. Believe me, when you get older, you won't have the freedom to afford to take risks anymore. Live life and take risks. :-)
At 29/7/05 10:25 a.m. ,
Adelaide said...
Oh, I wanted to add that even though I took risks when I was younger...there are still some I regret not taking on. And now I've got too much responsibility, and people relying on me...that I could never think of doing it now.
At 30/7/05 11:20 p.m. ,
Ang said...
This is an awesome post Krys, now you've got me think'n..
At 31/7/05 11:22 a.m. ,
Anonymous said...
Krystle babyhead, I think you know that i know exactly what you mean. we re two peas in a pod me and you. life is crazy. i been doin some thinking lately and i've come to the conclusion that we have to stop searching for happiness and stop worrying about what we are going to be feeling in the years ahead. we should take each day as a day and accept where we are right now, know that its not always going to be this way and have hope but i think happiness comes from inside of us, no matter what. so you should totally go with flow dollface, i should too:) i got a new job by the way and its lotsa of fun, last night i stayed out till 3 after work and drunk in a parking lot:) without shayne!!!true surrey style hey? anyway. i agree with what adelaide says as well a ( even though i dont know her) about taking risks well we still can, before we are settled in with a family. i'm glad that shayne and i onlky owna bookcase together and i have no real big respnsiblities. iu can spell. okay i love you i hope i make sense and this weekend i am going to be in CR!!!!!!!! call me soon loverpie:)
At 31/7/05 9:53 p.m. ,
Elizabeth said...
Krystle,
When you log something like this it reveals that you already have the answers deep inside you. Look beneath the surface, where the seas are very still and no waves are breaking, and that's where every answer awaits you. Sounds totally self-help bookish, I realize that, but it's the truth.
At 2/8/05 10:27 a.m. ,
Krystle said...
Thanks all for commenting. I was thinking for everything in my life, not just one thing. I have never been a huge risk taker, or followed impulses, but Maybe I will make a change, and start listening to myself, rather then worrying about what outcome it may have. Moving further ahead is better then staying in the same place.
PS Lesa I miss your blog, and YOU.
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